all i ever had was a dream } CHLOË

[CHLOË LAFFERTY]

chloë lafferty ,
here i am, at the end

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baby i can feel your halo ,[/color]

( BESTIES ) REMEMBER THOSE WALLS I BUILT WELL, BABY THEY'RE
( PRACTICALLY FAMILY ) TUMBLING DOWN THEY DIDN'T EVEN PUT UP A FIGHT THEY
( CLOSE FRIEND ) DIDN'T EVEN MAKE A SOUND IT'S LIKE I'VE BEEN AWAKENED
( INNER CIRCLE ) EVERY RULE I HAD YOU BREAKIN' IT'S THE RISK THAT I'M TAKIN'
( PARTNERS IN CRIME ) I AIN'T NEVER GONNA SHUT YOU OUT EVERYWHERE I'M
( SECRET KEEPER ) LOOKING NOW I'M SURROUNDED BY YOUR EMBRACE BABY I
( FRIEND TO ENEMY ) CAN SEE YOUR HALO YOU KNOW YOU'RE MY SAVING GRACE
( ENEMY TO FRIEND ) YOU'RE EVERYTHING I NEED AND MORE (I'M WALKING ON
( TOP TEN ) SUNSHINE, WOOAH) IT'S WRITTEN ALL OVER YOUR FACE BABY I
( CHILDHOOD FRIEND ) CAN FEEL YOUR HALO (I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE, WOOAH)
( ON/OFF BUDS ) AND DON'T IT FEEL GOOD! I CAN FEEL YOUR HALO HALO HALO
( PARTY FRIENDS ) I CAN SEE YOUR HALO HALO HALO I CAN FEEL YOUR HALO HALO
( ONLINE BUDS ) HALO (I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE, WOOAH) I CAN SEE YOUR
( BANDMATE ) HALO HALO HALO (I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE, WOOAH) AND
( SCHOOL MATE ) DON'T IT FEEL GOOD! I USED TO THINK MAYBE YOU LOVED ME
( GOOD FRIEND ) NOW BABY I'M SURE AND I JUST CANT WAIT TILL THE DAY WHEN
( AVERAGE FRIEND ) YOU KNOCK ON MY DOOR OH NOW NOW! I'M WALKING ON
( ACQUANTICES ) SUNSHINE, WOOAH! I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE, WOOAH!

there’s no gravity to hold me down for real ,[/color]

( FINAL ) TELL ME HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR IF I
( ENGAGED ) SHOULD DIE BEFORE I WAKE IT'S 'CAUSE YOU TOOK MY BREATH
( DATING ) AWAY LOSING YOU IS LIKE LIVING IN A WORLD WITH NO AIR OH
( CRUSH ON YOU ) I'M HERE ALONE, DIDN'T WANNA LEAVE MY HEART WON'T
( CRUSH ON ME ) MOVE, IT'S INCOMPLETE WISH THERE WAS A WAY THAT I CAN
( SECRET DATING ) MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND BUT HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO LIVE
( PHYSICAL ) ALONE WITH JUST ME 'CAUSE MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND
( SEXUAL) YOU IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE TELL ME HOW I'M
( ONE NIGHT STAND ) SUPPOSED TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR CAN'T LIVE, CAN'T BREATHE
( COMPLICATED ) WITH NO AIR IT'S HOW I FEEL WHENEVER YOU AIN'T THERE
( ON/OFF ) IT'S NO AIR, NO AIR GOT ME OUT HERE IN THE WATER SO DEEP
( FRIENDS W/ BENEFITS ) TELL ME HOW YOU GONNA BE WITHOUT ME IF YOU AIN'T HERE,
( EX ON WHAT TERMS ) I JUST CAN'T BREATHE IT'S NO AIR, I WALKED, I RAN, I JUMPED,
( SCHOOL GIRL CRUSH ) I FLEW RIGHT OFF THE GROUND TO FLOAT TO YOU THERE'S NO
( FLIRTING ) GRAVITY TO HOLD ME DOWN FOR REAL BUT SOMEHOW I'M STILL
( FLEETING GLANCES ) ALIVE INSIDE YOU TOOK MY BREATH, BUT I SURVIVED I DON'T

these are my confessions, it’s now or never ,[/color]

( DIE SUCKER DIE ) THIS AIN'T A SONG FOR THE BROKEN-HEARTED NO SILENT PRAYER
( HATE ON ME ) FOR THE FAITH-DEPARTED AND I AIN'T GONNA BE JUST A FACE IN
( HATE ON YOU ) THE CROWD YOU'RE GONNA HEAR MY VOICE WHEN I SHOUT IT
( DISLIKE ME ) OUT LOUD IT'S MY LIFE IT'S NOW OR NEVER I AIN'T GONNA LIVE
( DISLIKE YOU ) FOREVER I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE IT'S MY LIFE
( TAKING ADVANTAGE ) THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS AND JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I
( SPREADING RUMORS ) SAID ALL I COULD SAY MY CHICK ON THE SIDE SAID SHE GOT
( CHEATED ON ) ONE ON THE WAY THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS IF I'M GONNA
( CHILDHOOD ENEMIES ) TELL IT THEN I GOTTA TELL IT ALL I DAMN NEAR CRIED WHEN I GOT
( JEALOUS ) THAT PHONE CALL I'M SO THROWED, I DON'T NOW WHAT TO DO
( FRIENDLY RIVALS ) BUT TO GIVE PART 2 OF MY BETTER STAND STRONG WHEN
( RIVALS ) THEY'RE CALLING YOU OUT DON'T BEND, DON'T BREAK, BABY
( BACKSTABBER ) DON'T BACK DOWN THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS IT'S NOW OR
( COLD SHOULDER ) NEVER I AIN'T GONNA LIVE FOREVER THESE ARE MY
( TOLERANCE ) CONFESSIONS I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE IT'S MY LIFE
( SCARED OF ) JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I SAID ALL I COULD SAY MY CHICK ON
( ANNOYANCE ) THE SIDE SAID SHE GOT ONE ON THE WAY THESE ARE MY
( WARNED ABOUT ) CONFESSIONS I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE IT'S MY LIFE

don’t stop believin’, hold on to that feeling ,[/color]

( FAMILY ) JUST A SMALL TOWN GIRL LIVIN' IN A LONELY WORLD SHE TOOK
( SIBLING ) THE MIDNIGHT TRAIN GOIN' ANYWHERE JUST A CITY BOY, BORN
( COUSIN ) AND RAISED IN SOUTH DETROIT HE TOOK THE MIDNIGHT TRAIN
( SUSPICIOUS ) GOIN' ANYWHERE A SINGER IN A SMOKY ROOM THE SMELL OF
( EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ) WINE AND CHEAP PERFUME FOR A SMILE THEY CAN SHARE THE
( ADVICE ) NIGHT IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON STRANGERS WAITING
( RESPECT ) UP AND DOWN THE BOULEVARD THEIR SHADOWS SEARCHING IN
( DISRESPECT ) THE NIGHTS STREETLIGHTS, PEOPLE LIVING JUST TO FIND
( PROTECTIVE ) EMOTION HIDING SOMEWHERE IN THE NIGHTS WORKING HARD
( IDOL ) TO GET MY FILL, EVERYBODY WANTS A THRILL PAYIN' ANYTHING
( ADMIRATION ) TO ROLL THE DICE JUST ONE MORE TIME SOME WILL WIN, SOME
( TEACHER ) WILL LOSE SOME ARE BORN TO SING THE BLUES AND NOW THE
( TUTOR ) MOVIE NEVER ENDS IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON
( STUDENT ) DON'T STOP BELIEVIN HOLD ON TO THAT FEELIN' STREETLIGHT,
( GOOD INFLUENCE ) PEOPLE STRANGERS WAITING, UP AND DOWN THE BOULEVARD
( BAD INFLUENCE ) THEIR SHADOWS SEARCHING IN THE NIGHT STREETLIGHT PEOPLE,
( FAMILY DISAPPROVAL ) LIVING JUST TO FIND EMOTION HIDING, SOMEWHERE IN THE
( OTHER-SPECIFY ) NIGHT DON'T STOP BELIEVIN' HOLD ON TO THE FEELIN'


here’s a tale for all the fellas ,[/color]
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please use the form when you post. if you post in mine,
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[CHLOË LAFFERTY]

chloë amelia lafferty ,

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actual , twenty-nine , rebel , focussed.[/color]

( BESTIES ) REMEMBER THOSE WALLS I BUILT WELL, BABY THEY'RE
( SECRET KEEPER ) LOOKING NOW I'M SURROUNDED BY YOUR EMBRACE BABY I
( FAMILY ) JUST A SMALL TOWN GIRL LIVIN' IN A LONELY WORLD SHE TOOK
( EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ) WINE AND CHEAP PERFUME FOR A SMILE THEY CAN SHARE THE
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chloë ,[/b][/color][/font]
“This is me.”

chloë ,[/b][/color][/font]
“Talking to myself doesn’t make me mad.”

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56108c -- active
b51b22 -- dollhouse staff
0a8281 -- actual
107830 -- rossum
af6e07 -- butcher
2940a1 – other

[CHLOË LAFFERTY]

you got a flock ,

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alpha ,

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active , 37 , rebel , insane .[/color]

( PARTNERS IN CRIME ) I AIN'T NEVER GONNA SHUT YOU OUT EVERYWHERE I'M
( SECRET KEEPER ) LOOKING NOW I'M SURROUNDED BY YOUR EMBRACE BABY I
( ON/OFF BUDS ) AND DON'T IT FEEL GOOD! I CAN FEEL YOUR HALO HALO HALO
( PHYSICAL ) ALONE WITH JUST ME 'CAUSE MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND
( TAKING ADVANTAGE ) THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS AND JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I
( FRIENDLY RIVALS ) BUT TO GIVE PART 2 OF MY BETTER STAND STRONG WHEN
( SCARED OF ) JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I SAID ALL I COULD SAY MY CHICK ON
( WARNED ABOUT ) CONFESSIONS I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE IT'S MY LIFE
( ADVICE ) NIGHT IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON STRANGERS WAITING
( PROTECTIVE ) EMOTION HIDING SOMEWHERE IN THE NIGHTS WORKING HARD
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alpha ,[/b][/color][/font]
“I suppose I don't rightly know Chloë all that well yet, and she can't be thinking too highly of me, especially because of the issue with the rabbit hunting, but than again, how can I trust her when there are butchers roaming the streets all day and night. No, you can't blame me. I can't blame her. Therefore the only logical solution is to trust her, and try and benefit mutually from the friendship. I love her determination and her self preservation, and well, she's rather attractive; a suitable substitute for Echo, at least. And right now what I really need is someone REAL to yammer at, someone that isn't in my head, and Chloë is able to provide me with that. Maybe I don't tell her everything, but then again, these days who does? Does she really need to know how many people I've killed in cold blood? No. Does she really need to know where the Dollhouse is? Not yet. Does she need to know that sometimes I want to sink a knife into her flesh? No.”

chloë ,[/b][/color][/font]
“Well, I guess I don't know him too well yet, but I've ascertained that he's not a butcher about to kill me, so that's all that matters, really. I mean, I can't trust him, and I'm definitely going to have my gun on me whenever I see him, since he seems a little, you know, not right in the head (and I've seen mentally ill people kill before, even if they don't know they're doing it), but I guess you could call us friends, in a strange way. He's useful, I'll say that much - he seems to have been out here longer than the rest of us and he's got some good advice if he's willing to share, but I'm still wary of him. I mean, I dunno what it is, but there's just something not quite right about him. But I have to go along with it, because there are few enough allies left anyway. If he does something wrong, or turns out to be a butcher, well...it wouldn't be the first time I've had to do something unpleasant to save lives.”


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[CHLOË LAFFERTY]

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